Yesterday's Mistake
Finding forgiveness for foolish fights,
my lonely heart overruled my head.
And although I should've known better,
I wanted to believe what you said.
You swear you'll never hurt me again,
begging me to please unlock my door.
And then you plead for just one more chance
like you have so many times before.
You try to convince me that you've changed,
and you honestly care how I feel.
But, although my heart starts to take note,
many painful wounds refuse to heal.
Memories of lies and betrayal
still haunt the outer fringes of hope.
And fueling fragmented feelings,
and I am not sure my heart can cope.
I can't forgive what I can't forget,
some images cannot be erased.
And whenever silent screams surface,
it means dreams and nightmares interlaced.
I'm scared of trusting you; yet again,
it's such a critical choice to make.
Do I bet on a new tomorrow
or gamble on yesterday's mistake?
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