You
I never wanted to change you...I loved the way you are....
With all what you are. ..I simply loved you...
I understood you...Not only with your talking words..
But when you said nothing at all...I tried to take your tears to cry..
And give you a true happy smile ..
I enjoyed are arguments..Songs we sang as singers..
I enjoyed all the time I spent with you..
and it will always be a sweet memory for me to keep hugging. ....
You said you don't want me anymore. .you said you want to me alone..
Many times I came after you..tried to stop you...
knowing that you are going to be lonely..
You need to be taken care of...You need to be understood. .
You need to be touched and kissed... you simply need a to be loved...
I never asked you to love me..I never asked you to be there for me...
I just wanted you to be there..with no labels put to our bond..
I just wanted you in my life..I never expected anything in return...
all I wanted was your happiness. ..because I know. .what is to be lonely. ..
What is to be unloved...What is to be neglected. .and unwanted.
I know the hurt in that..
I saw me in you..I felt a true connection to you...
That's the first reason..I fell in love with you...
I know you will not come back again...I know I will never find you again...
But I am with you in my thoughts. I am still thinking about you..
I simply wants you to be happy..
even without me beside you..
I want you to find your self..I want you to be strong in every way. .
I want you to smile even with tears in your eyes..
Remember the life lessons in taught you...
The experiences stories shared with you..
Believe in your self..when others pull you down.
Be positive in the midst of negative once...
Try to break your cocoon of anxiety and learning to trust..
Always remember there are true once ...who simply loves you..
and wouldn't expect anything in return
take strength form the universe. .
And those unseen powers of God's. .
I am wishing from the bottom of my heart. .
and I truly believe that ..there will be a day...
you will fly a Beautiful butterfly. .
And you will totally be free..
And that day..when you are roaming the blue sky of life..
If you can please look at our memories and think of me and smile!!
Dilu D wijegunasekara 21st of September 2019
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