You Lied Under Your Breath
When you said you didn’t love me anymore
I knew it wasn’t you speaking you were coerced
everyone was intervening like they had done long before
its frozen in my mind I still hear everyone on the phone
Pressuring you to say goodbye to me
you were stolen from me and that’s how I will always view it
You were made to be afraid of what happened years ago
They wanted you to remember the first time around
They didn’t want you to have a second chance with me
They made you think it would happen all over again
they put fear into your heart and confusion into your mind
one day your wanting to be back in touch with me
Especially after I reached out and confessed the truth
you even asked about the ring I once gave to ypu
and the next day your looking to run and hide
Because everyone again is trying to tell you what to do
back in 95 your new boyfriend threatened to leave
simply because you were suddenly talking me
he was showing his true colors too by trying to control you
and your family gave you stress and forced you to say goodbye to me
I lost you to someone that didn’t even smile a spineless prick
who knows maybe you really did want a daddy figure
someone who was going to tell you what to do
to manipulate and control you to dictate what you should do
or maybe it is just as well that you didn’t choose me
though you tossed the engagement ring back into my memory
If you didn’t love me then why was the ring at the top of your mind
Was there a chance that ring would've changed everything
It was supposed to bring me dedication
It was suppose to represent a heart felt love
I remember the day I gave it to you
I remember the expression on your face
I remember your beaming smile
I remember how you were grinning from ear to ear
I remember the kisses you gave to me
that ring was like magic
the symbol of our love
it meant you were for me and I was for you
our hearts danced thinking of the possibilities
But that ring created an evil bliss
For a whole year you wore it true
A glittering diamond and begets too
Wiggling your fingers and dedicating your love
I didn't lie when I said I loved you
But I lost my sense of identity
I wanted marriage badly but I just wasn’t ready
I let everything slip away
From the salt of my tears and the wailing of my soul
you were supposed to heal my heart
you were an angel that gave me comfort you were my one true love
But I went into a fog and couldn’t find my way home
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