by Poet Destroyer A |
Categories:
confusion, emo, emotions, fear, feelings, pain, sad,
AM I ?
Am I Just Standing Here, or Am I Just Dead?
Am I So Full Of Fear, I Lost Myself Instead?
Am I A Nobody, that you can't defend me?
OR
Am I Just Invisible, and you really don't pretend.
Am I Blind, Or I Just Don't Wish To See?
The Love I Cannot Find Is Right In Front Of Me!
Am I Hearing the Truth,
Or Have I Just Been Deceived?
Who Can I Trust?
Who Can I Believe?
Am I So Mad I Just Can't Understand,
Or Am I So Sad I Need A Shoulder And A friend?
Is It Just Me,
Or Am I All Alone?
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I wrote this poem 22 years ago
I was pregnant, scared and alone:-(
by Tracey Lawrence |
Categories:
betrayal, break up, depression, emo,
Sleepless nights
Held myself tight
All alone
I’m on my own
Tell me you love me
Tears down my face
Throwing myself all over the place
Filled with anger filled with hate
Why did I leave my heart to break?
You knew what you were doing
You never ever cared
I’m stone cold sober
Disaster in the air
No more love
No more tears
No more phone calls
No more fears
No more kisses
No more hugs
Because my heart no longer bleeds for you
It will never bleed for anyone else *sigh*
Heart breaks happen to everyone but remember there is always light at the tunnel
by Jasleen Sodhi |
Categories:
cute love, emo, first love, i miss you, love,
…And one day I realize
I’m in love with those eyes
those deep eyes like oceans
to which I want to ask million questions
I tortured myself not to see you eye to eye
I wasn’t falling for you was just a little lie
I tried reading it,
had a soulful meaning, every blink got me burn
what a great lesson to learn
maybe for the first time
I need no music to dance
your eyes are enough just look at me a glance
these aren’t heaven, these aren’t hell
these are my small world
with see, sand beaches you and I as well
and at night,
I close my eyes, I see those eyes
I open my eyes, I miss those eyes
day by day I’m getting hypnotized
and then I realize
I am in love with those eyes
by Jessica Alvero |
Categories:
appreciation, beautiful, cheer up, cute love, happiness, happy,
This day is quite strange--
I woke up with a perfect smile
I played a different playlist
Not the usual emo songs, at least.
I said hello to the robin in her nest home
While I opened the curtains in my room
And let the bright sunlight in.
I sang loudly in the shower,
Then dusted my face with a bright pink powder.
My coffee tasted like sweet chocolate,
To my surprise, a full breakfast was what I ate.
I passed by strangers and smiled at them
I greeted everyone "good morning"--
This day is quite strange--
I never felt any single regret or pain
Suddenly, I fell in love with being alive again.
by Sasha Maharaj |
Categories:
emo, feelings, heartbreak,
I’m broken inside and can’t feel.
The damage is done, I can barely breathe.
Ripped apart and torn to pieces,
My once strong heart is now deceased.
I keep recalling the messages in my head,
Making me wish that I was dead.
So much of anger, so filled with hate.
I must be the reason for our love to dissipate.
I never wanted it to end this way,
theres so much more i needed to say.
but i guess he just had enough of me,
even after apologising immensly.
So here I am alive, yet dead inside.
All I know, my best, I have tried.
Left feeling completely worthless.
Falling apart and still nobody notices....
by Micah Watkins |
Categories:
cry, dark, emo, emotions, heartbreak, heartbroken, truth,
Forever am I heartless and darkness is my comfort zone.
Every single bond was severed now my soul is just an empty home.
You won't ever understand until you have to stand alone.
Transformation came from carnage through a process that I don't condone.
If you knew what I've endured I assure you that my mind is gone.
Every breath I take is torture in a world I feel i don't belong .
My energy a darker shade serenaded by the saddest song.
Felt my spirit fading confirmation didn't take me long.
All emotion I'm evading cause I'm jaded but my faith is strong.
Love presents a question that ive always seemed to answer wrong.
by Kamirynnand Chance |
Categories:
emo, friendship, giggle, gothic, happiness, islamic, love,
Kamirynn is pretty
And Chance is very awesome
Chance loves Kamirynn
by Kaotik Kandee |
Categories:
abuse, age, anger, brother, bullying, emo, family, gender, stress,
don't let me see you on my street
or creepin through my window
I immensely want your head hanging
on my living room wall
I plan to hunt you down very soon
So don't go making my chase easy
I wish you were not a sibling of mine
I wish you weren't in my mind
But your spying and childish games
are grounds for me to go insane
You must learn the hard way
I really wish you would escape.
by Raven Venom Barriclow |
Categories:
anxiety, boyfriend, crazy, dark, depression, desire, emo,
I'm sorry that i am not this perfect little angel that you want me to be
I am only human i can not please you all the time
I am no ones fool or there property to be played with
I am the wrong person to mess with when it comes to my heart
I am only human there is things i can and can not do
I'm not you're little demon nor am i you're little angel
I am my own person and i must love myself before loving anyone else.
by Uwe Stroh |
Categories:
allusion, analogy, emo, love,
If iniquity is in your head
Far away it should be instead
Of all the Joseph's looking for a manger
You are the one in great danger
As the guilt of sin plays on your mind
Participation will safe human kind.
by Flora Mae Gudez |
Categories:
absence, bird, blue, boat, boyfriend, break up, deep, depression, desire, emo, emotions, feelings, first love, fishing, girl, grief, heartbroken, lonely, longing, loss, love, miss you, missing, missing you, sorrow, suicide,
Oh sea of love!
How bitter the mem'ries I have!
This place reminisce the pain
Of not seeing my love again.
Your birds up high
Remind me of his goodbye.
Your water so deep
Makes me yearn and weep.
So let your breeze blow,
And dry the tears that flow.
Let your waves take away
The griefs and sorrows that stay.
Oh sea of love!
Erase the mem'ries I have!
Wash them out of the blue,
Take them away with you.
by Uwe Stroh |
Categories:
absence, emo, sad love,
The pearls around her neck
Remind me of how
She drowned in the sea.
by Gaylord Robinson |
Categories:
abortion, addiction, child abuse, christian, drug, emo, god,
Joyful jolly jigs and jests,
Jump and jive, no time to rest.
Joining hands, a joyful crew,
Joking, laughing, joy anew.
Jazzy tunes, a joyful beat,
Jingling bells, a jolly treat.
Jovial smiles, a joyful sight,
Joyful memories, day and night.
Jeweled skies, a joyful hue,
Jubilant birds, singing anew.
Jocund laughter, fills the air,
Joyful sounds, everywhere.
Joyful hearts, a light so bright,
Jubilant love, shining so right.
Joyful souls, a shining star,
Journey on, to where you are.
So let joy fill your every day,
With jolly laughter all the way.
For joy is like a treasure trove,
Filled with love, and joy and hope.
by Joyeeta Neogi |
Categories:
anger, angst, appreciation, april, atheist, bangla, beautiful, bird, change, emo, emotions, farewell, first love, for him, grave, grief, heartbreak, heartbroken, imagery,
I buried you with love in the coffin of my heart,
When I realised that it was just a graveyard
Where people were born to take a short ride
And then decided to switch to a new life.
They leave the roads of my heart beyond repair
And now only meant to be an abode of farewell.
So, I hope you face a lot of love as I watch you embark,
And live an immortal in someone else's heart.
For love is not a luxury I can receive,
Because I was never a perfect fit.
by Rohan Pathania |
Categories:
angel, appreciation, beauty, cute love, emo, fantasy, feelings,
Like an echo to my voice, a smile to my rejoice..!!
Shadow to my stance and the rhythm to my dance..!!
She is god's greatest feat..She is nature's way to greet ..!!
Life's a chance to win her, she's the rose grown in concrete,
Trying to blossom the warrior within her ..!!
She isnt a mere song, she is heaven's symphony !!
She is the vibe that smiles accompany
by Piyo Ross |
Categories:
chocolate, crush, emo, feelings, romantic, sad, true love,
Atop an inverted pyramid
A seismic shift in brain chemistry takes place
Channelling all mojo into a spiralling funnel
Bottom of it a mirage of an alluring treat
An inedible slice of chocolate cake
There a chocoholic dwells
This mid-crisis coping mechanism exits in vain
Worshipped till another fascinating self-revelation sets in
by Vincel Parmar |
Categories:
addiction, anger, anniversary, caregiving, conflict, confusion, crazy, cry, dedication, depression, emo, emotions, faith, feelings, first love, for him, friendship, happiness, how i feel, husband, i love you, inspirational, life, loneliness, lonely, lost, lost love, love, me, passion, romance, teen, thank you,
When you dont look at me,
With other things to do when you are busy.
You seldom turn around and smile
You are with me, but just for a while.
I think of what will make me sad
Of things which ever make me mad.
And isolate myself away from you,
Wandering around what next to do.
And a long wait, a peek from the corner of my eye;
Feeling the pain grow, as to forget I try.
And then when it is already too late,
I notice your concerned stride past the gate.
You cuddle me, like a baby you hold,
Trying to reassure your love pre-told.
To get you near me, look at me, I could die;
And that is one reason I love to cry...
by Lionel Derbyshire |
Categories:
age, baby, children, daughter, emo, missing you, senses,
Good morning
Poem
Lionel Derbyshire
Good morning
Sweet daughter
In my morning tea
I see you
I am thinking ..
Where ever you are ..
What ever are
You doing now ..
Our hearts are aching for you
We feel you near.
We love you with every tick tock ..
Have a wonderful uplifting day
Keep strong and know that
You have done us proud.
You.. our beautiful gallery
I have seen you grow
From pitter and patter ..
To crawl and walk
From trial and try
And brave became
From shy to shine
Now standing tall
On your own two feet
You smile I smile
Right on time
Tick tock
Sync..sync..
Our mind's link
Together we wink
by Jewels Chavira |
Categories:
addiction, anger, change, conflict, confusion, corruption, courage, cry, dark, death, depression, emo, emotions, evil, feelings, grave, grief, growth, hate, heartbroken, how i feel, inspiration, inspirational, leaving, life, loneliness, lonely, lost, lost love, memory, pain, poetry, power, psychological, recovery from, sad, sad love, sick, strength, suicide, uplifting, wisdom, write, writing,
Sinking in deeper,
No way to escape,
The dark and scary Reaper,
Fore told in the Book of Life.
Is this my end?
Will I ever see the light of day again?
No. My wounds, I must mend.
I must find my strength.
Stand my ground,
Face my fears.
Only then will my voice be found
I must survive.
Break the suffocating chains,
Run from the darkness.
Power will fill my veins.
I will Fight!
Fight the painful names,
The horrid memories,
The demented games
And escape My Black Abyss.
by Samantha Komornik |
Categories:
desire, emo, high school, longing, love hurts, sad love, teen,
I lost all the color in my face
My throat is closing up
My brain is frozen
My hands are shaking
I'm naseous again
I didn't mean for it to happen
Why in the world did I ever hit send?
Waiting here like a fish on a hook
Reeled close and closer struggling to drift away
The hook is caught on my lip
I can't escape this
I can't breathe
The weight of this is crushing me
It's like carrying the world and the planets on top
Patrick, the name of a saint
Michael the name of an arch angel
Why did you leave me hanging?
Hands are shaking
Mind is frozen
Soul is burning
Mouth is dry
Losing color slowly
Fading away
Preparing for the big bang.
by Runa Pradhan |
Categories:
angel, best friend, birthday, crush, emo, first love, girlfriend,
She, as an emotion
Of all my states of mind
Comes out, when I talk to her, or,
when I feel her more than a good friend
She, as an emotion
Of all my stress and strain
Haunts me every now and then,
When I know that I am not in her brain.
She, as an emotion
Of all my motions of life
Runs parallely on the way I run,
When I break down somewhere in life.
She, as an emotion
Of all my disturbed thoughts
Disturbs me from to think ahead,
When I don't listen her voice or notes.
She, as an emotion
Of all my joys and mighty
Pops into my hearts completely,
When I take her in as my ever affable satiety
by Lewis Michael |
Categories:
anxiety, bereavement, betrayal, depression, emo, hurt, suicide,
As I hang from a cord of silken repent
No hesitation for the lives I leave you
Please quarter my faith and unwind this lament
I know not of her love and drown in the truth
We have searched for some solace in time spent
And now in the darkness you have found limbo too
She dances around the gallows as I sway
Singing songs from her demons born from the day.
by Yanny Widjanarko |
Categories:
husband, sorry,
Nervous in my sleep
Passed the year with boiling heart
Pushed down the anger
Hide in detention
Feel moody in the morning
I know you are mad
Feel sorry to hear
The things you try not to say
But slipped already
We drown on emo
But hurry stood on our sane
Forgave each other
I'm glad it was you
Person who chased on my days
The love of my life
by Shirley Candy |
Categories:
autumn, death, emo, heartbroken, irony, lost love, relationship,
Roar of the wind racing in a seeming halt.
A sudden rainstorm it is.
A salutation farewell to a mournful of two hearts,
Which formerly fused with love and cherish.
All the trees shed their leaves.
As they feel canticles of the broken hearted.
Sing delighted now is the devil,
For he sees another soul to seduced.
Shortly afterward in time to come,
There were a lover lying lifeless.
Covered with the golden leaves of ferns.
An evening, with poems and songs and death.
by Butterfly Mantra |
Categories:
beauty, emo, gothic,
She has metal in her face:
tongue ring, nose ring, cheek pierced too,
Studs, rings, barbells, hoops, loops, balls
shooting out from every where!
Her piercings shine in the Sun;
twinkling bright to the eye.
I had a love for them, too;
with rings in my tongue, ears, nails,
none of which healed properly
so I don't have any now
I decorate my body less permanently instead.
3-3-15